hai
nat here reporting for duty as i have been awol for a while.
after recently succumbing to social hype of joining the facebook status game - sorry twitter
i have decided to start updating my social networking skills and hopefully make some friends.
also due to the fact today i purchased a new monitor as i believed mine to be broken but as with all technology and my dumb luck it wasn't as i found out after rearranging some plugs. dammit!
bt the monitors lovely. :)

that is all as i have lovely work in the morning
nat

ps the lindsay_sam blog is immense!




yummy

awake again at 3am
drifting away from reality
thoughts of you are in my mind

and i cant get you out

its been one week since you left me
for that loser at the gig
and i didn't control my feelings
when i saw him in the park

under the moonlight i stumbled

the blood dripping from my hands
i was followed by my shadow
and the conscience in my head

haunting me
watching me

i left him there bleeding
it feels like its me

if only you could feel the pain

i sit alone in my room
the glare of the computer
the only light that brightens the darkened room
chatting with friends, if they only knew
there is no light in my darkened soul
i stumble to work
then pray for the clock to reach the end of my time
there are people there
they don't see
they don't understand
the pain, want and hunger for someone
someone like you

i stand,
a crowded place,
but i feel alone,
a sea of unknown faces
all dashing, wanting.
a rush of blood.
red lights flashing.
noise drowned out by
bleeping in reality and
romanticism in fantasy
and a dream that couldn't possibly be real.


i wrote this at work bored ;)

Hey People,
the names natalie... and im new to the living side of this as i had a deadjournal a while back.
please be gentle :)

my profile has a lot about me, if you want my myspace its modern_way

im not sure you will find this interesting but all of them are just ramblings we look at perhaps when were bored to be nosey into other peoples lives.

enjoy your ride into my head.
(be sure to stop off at the gift shop on the way out)

i shall bid you a pleasent journey and hope i get top know some of you out there.

n@ (who could be seeing blondie tomorrow :D) fingers x'd